First off, everyone on this forum is a dick now. It's no wonder most of the cool/nice/smart/friendly people are never on anymore. Y'all need to stop being jackasses and dickheads just cause you think you are better than everyone else. God damn.
Secondly, my first semester of college starts soon. I'm kinda frightened. I'm a procrastinator, and I don't handle pressure well. Oh, and my girlfriend is going to be a senior in high school, so shes going to be stressed out all the time too, and still freaking out about me. And I have a summer reading assignment. Which is bullshit. Its for the sophomore level English class I'm taking.
And of course I'm having girlfriend issues. I don't even want to go there.
Also, I'm afraid I'm going to be an alcoholic after I turn 21. I drink plenty enough as is. Some people cut, some people smoke dope, I drink. Or smoke my pipe, but I can't do that most of the time, I don't want my parents to know that I smoke, even though its only like a once a month thing at most.
My main gun, a Macdev Droid, hasn't worked since I bought it 2 years ago. Sent it to Fixmygat.com a year ago, paid over $100 to fix it. Got it back from them, shot a pod through it and it worked *mostly* alright. Go to take it out to play a few months ago for the first time since getting it back last summer, and the damn thing doesnt work. Even though I took it apart and freshly lubed everything. FUCK. Oh, and the bend sensor in my Pinokio is broken. So I'm using my old v35 Halo.
Also got a new drum set a few months ago, a rather expensive kit, and a couple of the claws for the bass drum hoop broke within a month. Like, what the fuck? And the damn drum sales rep at the shop I bought it from has a full email inbox, and everytime I call him, he tells me to email him pictures. For fuck's sake, I can't email you shit if your inbox is full....
Even better, finally got my drivers license because my parents finally decided to pay for drivers school (in Virginia, you are required to pay for a week of drivers school before you can get your license. It's bullshit.) and then my fucking car stops working. So yea. No going anywhere. Stuck at home.
This summer sucks. I need to stop getting depressed about everything. It's a problem. I also say "I'm sorry" a lot. I know it's unattractive and all, but really I feel like I just rain on everyones' parade. I guess that's why my friends from this high school called me a raincloud....
Anyways, sorry for this whole thread, it's really awful and you dont want to read it. In conclusion, fuck all you dickheads, and fuck me. And my life. And I need more beer.