So I'm just gonna go right into what this is about. Basically the first speedball team I made it onto very quickly was dissolved and never even got started. I waited a few months to find an already started team and I made it onto a team named Baltimore Equinox who plays at my home field. Well, our team Captain disappeared the week after the first time I played with him and that's where it started to go down hill. I had practice last weekend and two people didn't show up (one had a good reason but the other we can't get in contact with). We played with some other guys on a team named Damage Control for the weekend and I had fun but I still didn't want to play with them. Then, the two guys other than me who were there from my team decide that they might want to join Damage Control. Now this is where I am at and I am not joining Damage Control. If they do I will most likely continue Equinox on my own and it will be tough I know but I have come too far to see the team fail and I just don't have another option really.
So its not all that bad and I know you all will say "you could just not play competitively" but that is exactly it. I am very driven and I WANT to play competitively no matter what it takes. Believe me, I will play competitively if I put my mind to it.
Tell me what you think.