your still young and have your whole life ahead of you to find that special someone. Its probably real confusing (and depressing) right now, but the thing is to never, ever give up. Just be yourself and be friendly, make alot of eye contact and smile alot. Act self assured and confident, girls like that stuff. if you act like the "boo hoo poor me" type, it turns them off. I know you said "no old people allowed", (im 42), but it sounded like a fellow human being needed some help. good luck!
Beast paintballs from from Paintball Nation USA. Best paint Ive ever shot. its tough enough to make it through some light foilage and still break when it hits someone. everyone of them are perfectly round and have never arrived dimpled or broken (and ive bought quite a few cases of them). The fill is a VERY bright neon yellow/green and show up very well and can easily seen across the field. I don't believe its in production right now, but as soon as it is, im picking more up. Im down to 1 case of it. oh, it stores very well too.