I am glad I could help, but don't get me wrong, there is nothing bad about a few line responses. When I initially read this post, all I read was the original post made by you, and until just now hadn't took the time to read what anyone else was saying (oops)
I think your right, I need to step back because I care soo much for this game I dont want to lose it, I want to bring back the smile i used to have when I would show up to the field and leave with the same smile, I dont have that anymore. I want it back, Ive already started taking a break from it I may go to another field for a day of openplay with a friend i still have in the game but rarely get to see but im going to stay away from the cometative side, Im going take as much time as i need hopefully before the weather gets nice here in the midwest lol, But thank you soo much every time I post a question I never get an answer from anyone its always just a few lines, your answer is the answer Im always hoping for you actually helped me greatly and I thank you very much for that, as for purchasing a new gun im going to be waiting for my tax return anyway but if im not ready i wont buy and from reading your post and thinking about it, I need to make paintball fun for me again and playing for that smile is what im going to do so if pump is what i want to do for the next chapter in my paintball life than so be it and the same with a semi, Im just really stressed out with alot of things happening in my personal life and paintballs not helping anymore...not like it used too, but I can feel its still there in my heart and Im determined to get it back. Thank you soo much for this comment it truely has helped me. Thank you so much!!! Its nice to know there are players that care about the game and feel the same way about it.. at my home field I dont see that theres no joy, no passion nothing I hate it. Thank you everyone else that commented. Thank you!
well, I think the common trend others had to offer was very good as well... they hit many of the same issues, be less competitive, change it up, try a new field or big game/scenario game, and take a break... All which I said before ever having read theirs... And I probably could have left that out looking back at it now since others already said it, but oh well! I am not able to summarize a big post like that in merely a few lines... that's not how I roll! I'm glad others here are able to, as we all have our own/different styles of trying to help, and often times my walls of text just aren't necessary
Anyways, like I said before, I'm glad I could help out. And as I mentioned in my mega wall of text, there are/may only be a few options for the immediate future. . . but whatever you end up doing, it is important that the next time you go out there, you have a good time. All the other shit is fine and good, but it doesn't mean squat until you start to enjoy paintball again. I wish you the best of luck in your future life and paintball related endeavors, and hope next time you go out you have a fucking blast! That's what it's all about
I hope so too